miracleshining: Aragorn Alone 5 (Memory)
Usually I don't put too much thought into such things like that.

Don't get me wrong, I'm actually really happy where I'm standing right now. I'm finally getting my house in order and redecorated. I have a somewhat steady schedule at work. I even have a young man as a suitor, which is refreshing after the past couple years.

But there is this nagging in the back of my head lately. It doesn't go away, it just kinda' sits there. It feels like I should be doing something more, changing something, making an important turning point in my life.

But I don't even know what to change.

I discussed it with my mum and she thought it might be because I need a vacation where I'm not actually sick. The last little one I took I had the stomach flu and food poisoning at the same time. Thus, it wasn't every enjoyable. And maybe she's right, maybe I just need some time to think by myself on everything.

My writing is pretty much null right now. I know quite a few of my dedicated readers are waiting valiantly. But I don't like writing something that I don't feel good about. The last couple pieces I've churned out felt forced and I really hate that.

My artwork is coming along nicely though. I feel like I want to focus more on that right now. It's important to me.

So I guess in a way I'm wondering exactly where I should go from here or if I should just wait it out and see. I'm not exactly confused but I'm starting to wonder if I'm just not a bit bored with the monotony of the past few weeks.

In any case, that's why I find this journal particularly useful. It's my place that's only shared with a VERY select few. And that does make me happy. =^^=
miracleshining: Frodo Alone 1 (Look)
Seriously, the "stupid" at my store is getting to EPIC proportions.

I tell everyone that I have had a bad migraine since 3:30 a.m. this morning and to try and limit how many questions they ask me because I wasn't functioning the best.

Cue the "Idiot" button.

Everyone seems to have forgotten my request and how to do pretty much everything else in the store.

TGIF tomorrow. =-.-=
miracleshining: Fili 4 (Whispers)
There are just some days at work where it goes beyond the norm and there just isn't anywhere to hit your head against the wall without everyone noticing. =-.-=

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